||[Oct. 11th, 2006|04:35 pm]
Short version: In 2000, when we were both 13, this girl and I met online. She is in OK and I am in IL and we quickly formed a deep friendship and love. We went through sexuality issues together and everything. That was our big thing. We shared the struggle together and came into each others lives just as we needed to. We each fell in love with a girl (each other, lol) for the first time. We've been off and on in communication the last few years; she's gotten into some trouble with drugs, alcohol, bad relationships, etc. and we just haven't kept in touch as much. I love and miss her every day and I think she's the only girl in the world I would risk everything for.
Well, she was dating this woman (we're 19, she's 32) and the day before they were set to move to CA together, the woman cheated on my girl with [the woman's] ex. Well, they got back together (and stayed in OK) after that for some reason, and a few days ago, she cheated on my girl again with the same woman.
My gal wrote this poem a few days ago: http://sarahrose.livejournal.com/1013048.html
I wrote this "in response" yesterday.
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